Some Halloween Fun

I’ve put together a few playlists, one with programs and music, the other is all music.

The first few of the programs are kid friendly, with the not so kid friendly after the Greenwood Cemetery video.  Viewer Discretion is advised.

Halloween Music:

Starting The Decluttering Process

Today I ran a load of dishes, changed 1 litter box and took out 3 bags of trash.

It’s only the beginning.

Tomorrow:

Clear the spiders out of my bathroom

Take a shower

Clean the bathroom

Unload the dolly

Get snail mail

Fill out ballot

Gather recycling to the car

Take empty water container to the car

Drop off ballot

Drop off recycling

Refill container with filtered water

Clear dining room table

Take out more trash

Bag up shredding

We’ll see how much of this gets done tomorrow.  LOL.

How Willing Are We Really?

I’ve noticed there are people out there who are simply looking for someone or something to hate.

Let it go.

Decluttering With Grace

Last night’s therapy session the word Grace came into the conversation.

Giving yourself Grace for the past spending, Grace for the ability to let go of sentimental items.

I tend to think of things in black and white, but I need to find the gray space and create a Grace Space.

Grace.

Dreams - 10-10-2020

Early Monday morning on October 5, 2020 I had a most disturbing dream.

In the dream I was in an outdoor enclosure where a number of snakes in different colors showed and started biting people.  I managed to get away with just one bite and ran out to where a built in swimming pool was.

A group of men came up on my left side from the enclosure with a young man who was already in seizures from several snake bites.  The men threw this man into the water.  I yelled at them to not do this, the man will die, but I was told by the leader of the men that he was already on his way to death, so no big deal.

The snakes then sped up, slithered into the water and began to consume the man.  At first I could see his arms and legs still twitching, but then they stopped as it was apparent the snakes finished their job.  No blood came out, but the snakes began to consume the man.

I then realized that okay, the snakes have been fed for now, but what about later?  I’m as expendable as everyone else!  I then began to run away and the men began chasing after me, that was when I awoke from my dream.

So the question is:  what snakes do I have in my life that I need to get rid of now?

Yesterday morning I had another dream, this was about what I believe to be private isn’t and there are those looking to come after me.

I’ve made some changes to whom I watch on YouTube and whom I support on Patreon as a result of these dreams.

I wasn’t becoming the woman I want to be and God knows I can become.

I am so thankful for the reminders that keep me focused.

I’ve cut out the drama and commentary channels as well as the problematic beauty community.

The channels I now watch and the groups I now participate in are in line with my goals and the systems I am now incorporating to achieve those goals.

One Step Forward...

And what feels like 30 steps backward.

I’ve been getting trash out of the house and trying to keep up on a daily dish washing routine, so far I’m doing good for that.

Yesterday (Wednesday) I took a couple of books to work and donated them to the lunchroom reading nook.

Then I went book shopping for the books I’m studying right now.

I went to Changing Hands Bookstore

Then I made the crazy decision to go to Barnes & Noble:

As I mentioned, these are books that I am listening to and want to take notes from the books.  I will most likely post on this blog what I’m gleaning from each.

Progress...

Not perfection yet.  I’m slowly getting there!  I took a shutdown day today (my employer kept track of the hours I worked during the shutdown and I’m slowly using them like vacation days) so I had an extra day to rest, to watch General Conference for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and to get some cleaning and decluttering done.

Friday night:

Tonight:

There is still a lot to go through, but it’s not getting moved around anymore, it’s finding a new home or getting discarded properly.

Now to get some rest before my week starts tomorrow.